September 24, 2015
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July 10, 2015
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March 04, 2015
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January 05, 2015
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July 30, 2014
生活就是這麽回事
   生活就是這麽回事,總是從壹個起點走到壹個終點,然後åˆå¾žå£¹å€‹çµ‚點走å‘壹個新的起點。生活就是這麽回事,æ¯å£¹å¤©éƒ½æœ‰è‡ªå·±æƒ³ä¸åˆ°çš„喜怒哀傷,所有的驚喜ã€å¤±æœ›ä»¥åŠæ„Ÿæ‚Ÿç¸½æ˜¯ä¼´éš¨è‘—æ¯å£¹å¤©åˆ°ä¾†çš„。
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June 09, 2014
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May 27, 2014
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March 05, 2014
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